Thursday, March 4, 2010

Ytd was a really rubbish-fied day even though it started out really well in the morning. I guess it's rubbish-fied day cept for morning.
Anyways the problem started becoz I needed to go early for physics (tuition) and had to leave polo training early. And some idiot that I shan't name coz it may crack my screen went like: "WTF Lucas !! What kind of fu*ked up vice-cap are you ??!!" when I heard it I almost wanted to throw the goalpost at him. But in that split-second I manage to convince myself that's that person isn't worth it. And it's not just that. One of the DSA J1 stole my Nike bottle and claim " Oh! I bought it ytd!!" and got other J1 kick the ball till his own shoe also flinged put of his shoe and into the pool. These are some idiotic examples I face in training. There are much much more others but I don't want to bring them up.

Going to polo training is like being in the cold war. Ppl there are not serious, they don't listen, they don't do properly and they make fun of each other with almost each sentence coated with fu*k. It's really lame and irritating. I think I'm gonna die sooner coz they keep making my blood pressure rise to a high level.

I know season it's coming and terms us next week. And maybe terms isn't impt to them but it's impt to me. Even if I leave early, usually I make up by shooting before training or swimming more the day before or after. It's not like I completly don't do anything to keep myself from detoirating. I guess it's coz they don't bother trying to know me more.

Furthermore after ytd episode, it got me thinking about many stuff like the polo team, me and that diot. During physics tuition I only said one sentance I was kinda violent. Today i was realy quiet too. Mumbled aloysius coz I was suppressing my anger and bitterness in me. But way made me even bitter was that some of my classmates were really really really idiotic and didn't want to sit next to mr during math lecture becoz they din want to be called by the lexturer who likes to call ppl searing next to me. I was like "wth!!" you won't sit next to me just coz
you're afraid. Some kind of friend you are... Wth. I felt like a knife pierced my chest.

Thankfully after swimming and shooting in the afternoon I feel lighter now

Cloud~Keep Floating On~

Cloud blogged at 3:23 PM